You wrote “my poor parents decades ago that I could “relapse” at any given moment”. This is an exploitation of fear ( of the future) in the parents, that psychiatry is happy to use. Your child is sick and must be helped. A parents love and need to keep the child safe. How does the child escape the parents and the psychiatrists fear of the future? The psychiatrist can play the hero by drugging the patient so they can not perform any action, good or bad. You causing any trouble?