Thank you for this story. Mine is similar to Kathleen’s. They both begin with a narcissistic family system or individual. Add trauma and then the mental health system and their drugs. I have witnessed so much about so many things along the way. At this time I am off all the drugs and have lived through the akathisia but am still trapped and totally alone and overwhelmed with a lot of information and ideas on many issues. I did it all by myself against all odds. I would love to make a difference but not sure on what, when, where, or how. I have found out a little about your current situation and think your story may be somewhat different and time is short. I grieve for both of your beautiful souls and all the others that are suffering with so much. I would appreciate any advice you have to offer!