You really hit the nail on the head with this one. Your description of the disease makes perfect sense. After my last episode I felt like I’ve gotten closer to uncovering the trauma behind it but it’s like the meds they give me patched it up and I lose my chance at understanding it. Still I feel like a relapse it just around the corner some days. Meditation helps though. Just reading your description of it gave me flashbacks of everything and kinda helped me understand it better. Thanks.
You really hit the nail on the head with this one. Your description of the disease makes perfect sense. After my last episode I felt like I’ve gotten closer to uncovering the trauma behind it but it’s like the meds they give me patched it up and I lose my chance at understanding it. Still I feel like a relapse it just around the corner some days. Meditation helps though. Just reading your description of it gave me flashbacks of everything and kinda helped me understand it better. Thanks.