Thanks for your story. The thinking and behavior patterns you describe sound eerily familiar: extreme impulsively, mania, and an inability to even acknowledge a string of consequence. It sounds like you were very lucky and/or intuitive to recognize these anomalies and act accordingly. While I still kick myself each day for missing those signs I remain aware that outcomes could easily have been more dire. Although some years have passed since your experience it is a reminder that little has progressed when it comes to accountability on behalf of the medical community and manufacturers of these drugs. Let’s hope this doesn’t continue indefinitely.