Someday I will have the strength to tell my polypharmacy story as you have done. Thinking of it, much less writing about it, is too painful. Healing emotionally and physically takes a very long time, but is possible. I found Holocaust survivor Eva Kor to be an inspiration on my healing journey. She was a Mengele twin on whom he experimented. Please know you are not alone. You had trusted the medical professionals and had essentially and unwittingly given away your power to them, just as I had. I found healing in taking that power back and no longer giving it away. I learned how to care for my own health and was very careful who and what I chose to believe. I stopped all drugs in 2016 and I have made amazing strides in regaining my health. Keep working toward health and wellness and don’t give up.