Onece again I didn’t even think I was going to a place that might ruin my life for a uncertain period of time. Thought well I’m here to get my life back I can tell my little boy I am coming home in a week and daddy is going to get his energy back. Here I am Benzo Detox. How did I end up here small businesses owner 3rd generation of hard working men. Detox!!! Ok let’s get this done. Well I am no writer but I can fill this page with plenty of run on sentences about the journey I just started. Get in get admitted get out 7 to 10 days I’ll bue fine. Day seven I’m feeling like I just got my ass kicked by a rugby team. O well I’m going home today this must mean I’m healing. Wow why do I have tunnel vision. I will just pull over and get my bearings. Ok back on the road radio is buzzing turn it down oh its off its my ears ringi;ng.: Ouch! Head pounding vision blurred. These seats seem wrong my lower back is burning is my heated seat on fire no its just lower back burning a path up my spine finding its way to my kneck to settle. How is all this happening its supposed to be at positive day. Well people this is the start of something I never heard of benzo withdrawal syndrome. Now I’m home hi Jr. Sorry daddy left his energy in the car. I ran right upstairs and grabbed the ringing phone it wasn’t ringing it wasn’t even wtf its the TV remote I just picked up and answered oh my god I’m seeing things. Maybe one of those little spoiled heroin punks did something to my coffee. Where is my tablet I need to look up this medicine my doctor told me to get off I feel worse I should of listened to my shrink and uped my dose. Holy shit I should of did some research on my adventure I’m about go on. Wow I’m in full withdrawal here goes the unknown is it going to be a week or a month or years. Three sweaty days lying in my bed with a sabertooth tiger under my covers and that midget with the stun gun that was shooting volts of electric shock at my extremities. Wow maybe I will run downstairs like a freak in my under wear and try to explain this all to my family since I locked them out so they don’t worry. Bad idea psyche ward no I do sound like I’m nuts holy shit why would anybody believe a 36 year old banana hammock wearing bed head Italian guy who looks like he just got home from his uncle Bruno’s 3rd bachelor party. Here comes the benzo shot. Goodnight my friends. OK I’m up shit why am I naked and why r all the wires missing from all the machines in my room. Ok suicide watch. Be carefull what I say cause my bug eyes do scare me a little more than my swinging jaw play stupid and get yourself home so you can try to explain what’s going on to your Trigger happy 911 dialing 5 foot ginnea wife. OK hunny read this I’m not crazy. Wow how was I supposed to know that it takes months to years to get off these lentle size brain scramblers how am I going to support my family all summer and winter if Im not at work. Got an idea my brother is my partner hey bro can u cover for me I am going to have to taper off my meds for the next few weeks months year is that cool? He what he said that sucks he did that when we were younger well thanks for the warning assmunch. Am I the only person who didn’t know about these benzo pills. Now I’m up in my bed writing my story at 3:00 am help us god for trusting the Dr and shady pines detox center.