Thank you for sharing your experiences. The drugs are neurotoxins which disrupt so many bodily systems and side effects are ignored and withdrawal is hell. I commend you for your determination. I find it disturbing that “care providers” will not acknowledge the side effects/withdrawal effects of these drugs. Of course, if they did, they would have nothing left in their tool box except to actually listen to their patients. In psychiatric hospitals, this is almost impossible when someone is going through extreme withdrawal and so, once again, they are poly drugged until they no longer cause disruptions on the ward.