I have been to 3 appointments in 18 months. The rest I canceled over and over. I’ve done nothing but sit on my disgusting bed. I have hatred for that nurse. She destroyed me.
I was forced off benzos against my will in March 2013 by a triage nurse who barely knew me at all after I’d been on very high doses for 30 years. I have been sitting on my bed since May (numerous emergency dept visits and a stay in a psych ward between March and May 2013) ever since craving pills and fighting panic and all the symptoms of withdrawal to lesser degrees. I want to be dead.
I have been to 3 appointments in 18 months. The rest I canceled over and over. I’ve done nothing but sit on my disgusting bed. I have hatred for that nurse. She destroyed me.
I was forced off benzos against my will in March 2013 by a triage nurse who barely knew me at all after I’d been on very high doses for 30 years. I have been sitting on my bed since May (numerous emergency dept visits and a stay in a psych ward between March and May 2013) ever since craving pills and fighting panic and all the symptoms of withdrawal to lesser degrees. I want to be dead.