I took Paxil for 60 days and it quit working in the 90s after being on Zoloft for 90 days and it quit working. I’m on 5 meds now because without them I’m suicidal and homicidal. I don’t have a choice. I don’t have a luxury like normal people of a choice. It’s easy for these holistic people to tout choices when they don’t have to live in my head. I’ve been in the mental health system since 1993. I’ve been having nightmares since age 3, on no meds because I was abused. So the sleep disturbances are going to be there either way as far as that goes. If I could afford it I would get TMS, but I can’t. It’s my only option at this point to get better.