Dear Bojana, as somebody who experienced forced psychiatric treatment in Serbia I read your account with great interest. My hospitalisations took place many years ago but what you desribe resonates with my horror memories. Not much has changed since and I doubt that it ever will. The advice not to study and do little things instead so that another day passes by, seems to be a professional mantra there. Wishing you a good, psychiatry-free life that you (and all of us) deserve.