I don’t want to clog your log but need to add, the voices I heard which was on rare occasions were benevolent and gave me warnings (they also physically produced material phenomena so I would sit up and take notice) when where I was and the relationship I was involved in was causing me many psychological problems (I’ve learned much since and now understand that this relationship was karmic but had got to the stage of becoming psychically abusive, there is much denial around about “Psychic Attack” but it is a very real phenomena but one which needs to be understoood in order to be dealt with, denial helps no-one.) For me, like you, the more I grew spiritually and avoided the large amounts of La La Land by practicing discernment the faster and clearer my path became. My book was “driven out of me” over 14 years to write it and it’s only 158 pages, I resisted and burned thousands of pages during this process but it eventually emerged and hides nothing but it also offers suggestions for solutions. I self published and have 100 gathering dust in my bedroom. I checked the chipmunking publishing but when I read the CEO offering one hour one-to-one session for just under £5000 I decided they are not for me. This whole mental health and multidimensional realities area needs seriously addressing with large amounts of humour, but turning it into a commercial enterprise and using people’s “mental vulnerability and need to be heard” is not the way. We need altruism and working together there are very real forces that have much power who are hell bent on preventing the psychiatric/pharmaceutical empires from being overhauled. People like you and others are the pioneers of putting this in front of the public. The more we can collectively “come out” the more those suffering from mental health gain the strength to question their treatment but also take personal responsibility for researching all aspects of their “condition” the sooner this overhaul will happen. Fear has to be “gone through” not avoided. Luisa there is also many forces disguising themselves as “light” and misleading swathes of vulnerable people. I encountered them on my journey. But those 7 years taught me more than anything or anyone else including those charging thousands of dollars for their time and whilst my health suffered, that was necessary to slow me down and give me time to integrate all i had undergone. This path requires commitment, passion and urgently needs the altruistic approach. I am prepared to give my books away to anyone who demonstrates a genuine need. But they are not for the faint hearted or those who simply wish to be entertained or skirt around the issues. But this is actually not about me or my book but about us collectively lifting the carpet and discovering all the treasures within the dust, dirt and debris of psychological confusion.