And on another note, so to speak, Maria’s fortitude is incredible. I can only imagine the horrors she experienced, as her experience was not mine. Why is often a bad place to start, but why do only some people have the might to persevere regardless of suffering and the overwhelming reality that this could all end in an instant. To face that fear, I believe, or rather attest to, is something you are forced to do when the shit hits the fan so to speak. There is no other way. Tread carefully, it all begins with safety.