Dear BPD is it possible to reach you via Skype ? I want to speak about my story and alternatives. I see that you have a lot of knowledge and maybe you could help me.
Dear Gary is it possible to reach you ?
And whats more I am so confused nor I didnt have delusions nor a break from reality. Whenever I read I cant find the right diagnosis fitting my experience.
I was against psychiatry many years, cause I was diagnosed as bipolar. Even though it was emotional wounds. Through therapy I almost cured myself. Till my mother came to my country and I had big argument with her. Later after that I saw a neighbor from my window. I pulled my head from window and I saw him in balcony. Thats it I become so paranoid cause of my neighbor, that it seemed I didnt have no privacy. My paranoia was so clinical that I couldnt escape it not using medications.
I am already hooked up on drugs. But situation is that without them my condition would be really bad. I got severly paranoid and felt high anxiety. I know that they wont fix nothing, but at this time I have no choice.
encephalopathycauses-smi I have experienced paranoia. Is it psychosis ? Cause doctors saying its psychosis.
Hi Fiachra,
Yes, my paranoia is related with high anxiety. Very big anxiety.
I cant neutralise it. It becomes uncontrolable.
My case I even dont know. Is it psychosis or not ? I was severely paranoid, before antipsychotics. Medications it seemed helped with that, but then depression crushed. I tried to wean off, but my paranoia is coming back. I dont know. It seems in general that process or disease is not in the brain, but somewhere else.
I am not saying that all psychosis cannot be cured. But my situation was different. I didnt lost touch with reality and I didnt have delusions. But I had big fear of persecution. So you see we have many different kinds of psychosis.
BPDTransformation, psychosis cannot be cured. As for my case I tried reduce my medications and symptoms are coming back. Anxiety and paranoia. I become paranoid on everything around me. Situation becomes uncontrollable. I tried psychotherapy, but it failed for this issue. I lack connection and intimacy for healing. Before when I had strong depression therapy helped me a lot, I almost canceled all medications. I knew pretty much all causes and wounds. Doctors misdiagnosed me as bipolar. And I was very angry about psychiatry in general. But for this time when I have experienced psychosis I couldnt control myself. My brain started swelling, my penis got disconnected, my left arm went out of balance from shoulder level. I started to hobble. My anxiety and paranoia started effecting my body neurologically. It was no joke. I think without medication I could die, cause my brain was touching my skull from swelling.
BPDTransformation, disease model really exists. I am paranoid very much and drugs like zyprexa helps pretty much with that. If you would be in psychotic state then I would look how you are speaking out loud. Your tone would change I assume. The issue is people dont know what they talking about.
In first place I was misdiagnosed with bipolar disorder, even though I had toxic shame, enmeshment issues.
But when I became psychotic and paranoid after arguments with my mother, I suddenly understood there is no cure for it.
Dear BPD is it possible to reach you via Skype ? I want to speak about my story and alternatives. I see that you have a lot of knowledge and maybe you could help me.
Dear Gary is it possible to reach you ?
And whats more I am so confused nor I didnt have delusions nor a break from reality. Whenever I read I cant find the right diagnosis fitting my experience.
I was against psychiatry many years, cause I was diagnosed as bipolar. Even though it was emotional wounds. Through therapy I almost cured myself. Till my mother came to my country and I had big argument with her. Later after that I saw a neighbor from my window. I pulled my head from window and I saw him in balcony. Thats it I become so paranoid cause of my neighbor, that it seemed I didnt have no privacy. My paranoia was so clinical that I couldnt escape it not using medications.
I am already hooked up on drugs. But situation is that without them my condition would be really bad. I got severly paranoid and felt high anxiety. I know that they wont fix nothing, but at this time I have no choice.
encephalopathycauses-smi I have experienced paranoia. Is it psychosis ? Cause doctors saying its psychosis.
Hi Fiachra,
Yes, my paranoia is related with high anxiety. Very big anxiety.
I cant neutralise it. It becomes uncontrolable.
My case I even dont know. Is it psychosis or not ? I was severely paranoid, before antipsychotics. Medications it seemed helped with that, but then depression crushed. I tried to wean off, but my paranoia is coming back. I dont know. It seems in general that process or disease is not in the brain, but somewhere else.
I am not saying that all psychosis cannot be cured. But my situation was different. I didnt lost touch with reality and I didnt have delusions. But I had big fear of persecution. So you see we have many different kinds of psychosis.
BPDTransformation, psychosis cannot be cured. As for my case I tried reduce my medications and symptoms are coming back. Anxiety and paranoia. I become paranoid on everything around me. Situation becomes uncontrollable. I tried psychotherapy, but it failed for this issue. I lack connection and intimacy for healing. Before when I had strong depression therapy helped me a lot, I almost canceled all medications. I knew pretty much all causes and wounds. Doctors misdiagnosed me as bipolar. And I was very angry about psychiatry in general. But for this time when I have experienced psychosis I couldnt control myself. My brain started swelling, my penis got disconnected, my left arm went out of balance from shoulder level. I started to hobble. My anxiety and paranoia started effecting my body neurologically. It was no joke. I think without medication I could die, cause my brain was touching my skull from swelling.
BPDTransformation, disease model really exists. I am paranoid very much and drugs like zyprexa helps pretty much with that. If you would be in psychotic state then I would look how you are speaking out loud. Your tone would change I assume. The issue is people dont know what they talking about.
In first place I was misdiagnosed with bipolar disorder, even though I had toxic shame, enmeshment issues.
But when I became psychotic and paranoid after arguments with my mother, I suddenly understood there is no cure for it.