My tipping point came last week after learning about the killing of 3 police officers in New Orleans, which had followed very shortly after the murder of five police officers in Dallas. Now we are killing the people that society has set up to keep us ‘safe’! I felt a deep and ancient fear and anxiety rumbling within. I wondered if others felt this tremblement de terre – this inner earthquake.
My heart aches from the pain inflicted on others, as well as experienced by the individuals who acted out their fear in a murderous rampage. In some ways I should not be surprised by the desperate calls for help by those who are lost, confused and outraged. And our culture, sadly, through the media, technology and the greed for profits and an illusionary moment of recognition, validation or ‘fame’ makes access to weapons they can tote around irrationally easy. We are all responsible to be the change we want to see.
“It really boils down to this: that all life is interrelated. We are all caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied into a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly.” – Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
My inner earthquake was part of a shift in my own consciousness and a shift that I believe is part of our collective human consciousness. In my grieving for the loss of humanity in my communities and in our world I am being called to do more.
I can and must do better to reach out and be part of re-building the village.
I called a co-conspirator, Iden Campbell McCollum, with whom I have worked before on community building projects. We announced and have been carrying out free Listening To Orlando gatherings via teleconference. These have been a powerful source of connection, strength and inspiration for everyone on the calls. I feel closer to Iden then ever. We have created two safe, virtual spaces (one for the LGBTQI constituency and another for allies to LGBTQI) where we can get un-numb from the tragedies du jour and especially from the glaringly targeted murder of 49 mostly Latino LGBTQI. Does it matter to me that I live 2.5 hours from Orlando? Maybe. More importantly, my close connections with Iden and an array of oppressed constituencies – including some of my own identities, has inspired me. Feel globally, think rationally, act locally.
The other action I jut took as a privileged white woman was to go to my first NAACP (National Association of the Advancement of Colored People) community meeting. It started off well with prayers for unity in a standing room only space of over 300 people. Then a gentleman 15 feet from me had what appeared to be a heart attack. All the attention in the room shifted to him. He was unconscious and not breathing. It seemed like a long time until he was revived by police officers, followed by the EMTs. He was wheeled away on a stretcher with gratitude and applause. There was a palpable regaining of our breath in the room and a reminder of the life and death nature of this meeting. The bottom line was that the predominantly African-American community where the meeting took place was understandably outraged at their mistreatment by law enforcement officers, policies and procedures. And I witnessed a good white woman who happens to be the chief of police acting out her racism. And I will not be silent. I will not collude with her racism and with the institutionalized mistreatment of human beings. For me mental health advocacy encompasses ending all forms of oppression, of people hurting people. Any act to end any form of oppression is an act to end all forms of oppression and it is an essential part of the struggle to transform society.
I will not abandon the chief.
I have learned from my mistakes because people had the integrity and the courage to correct me – to point out my oppressive attitude, comments or actions. I have had some experience, as well, of correcting the oppressive attitudes and actions of others. Now it is time for me to step out of my comfort zone in a bigger way. It is more important then ever to not abandon each other, but rather to lift each other. I will not abandon the chief of police. I will offer to be her ally – and respectfully support her to see how her actions and words created a barrier to community building. First, I will take the time to be clear in my thinking and my analysis of the dynamics that transpired. This way I will be able to genuine, and relaxedly reach for her humanity.
I will thank her for the strengths she brought to the meeting. She started her presentation to the audience speaking from her heart. She shared her family lineage as a 4th generation police officer and why she became a cop. Her visits to the Holocaust Museum in Washington, D.C. and the civil rights museum in Tennessee where Martin Luther King Jr. was assassinated helped fuel her commitment to human and civil rights and to be an agent of change in the new era of ‘community policing.’ Beautiful.
I plan to ask her if she noticed a point when the energy in the room shifted. I saw it and wonder what she observed. I saw the audience grow increasingly impatient, humiliated and insulted. Community members were not asked about their ideas for solutions. They were told how they should come to two different monthly law enforcement focused meetings and make improvements to police policies and procedures. They were encouraged to submit an application to become a police officer – how wonderful it is to police your neighborhood where you have established relationships.
Oh my!! White privilege and power reared its ugly head.
In my humble opinion the audience was not treated with dignity and respect and was not asked to be an equal partner in exploring solutions. This is not rocket science. Community building which includes changing attitudes is the hardest work I have ever done. To be done well I think it takes such a profound desire for change and learning that one needs to be willing to be unrecognizable to ones self. The process is rich with personal complexities, curious inquiry and forgiveness of self and others. I put a lot of my time and resource into being honest with who I am, my motivations, my blind side, and being in a space of genuine compassion so I can sensitively, respectfully engage in dialogue with people who look and/or act different from myself.
It is important both for me as a person interrupting oppression, and for the person acting in oppressive ways, to be allowed to share our thinking and feelings and understand that we will all make mistakes in this process and that we will get better at it.
Please share your insights and lessons learned from community building so we can all be lifted higher.
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“Orlando reminded me just how vulnerable we remain as a community. With all of our recent accomplishments, we are still openly vulnerable to those who want to do us harm. May we stay strong, united, and vigilant.” — Iden Campbell McCollum
“Forty-nine individuals were celebrating the beauty of their lives when they were brutally murdered. Their deaths are a call for truth, reconciliation, forgiveness, peace, and the development of inclusive next steps that advance the safety and respect for everyone that are so desperately needed in our communities today.” — Lauren Spiro
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August 11, 2016 (Thursday) from 8:00pm – 9:30pm ET
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This is pretty confusing. I won’t jump to conclusions but it does seem on the surface that you’re more concerned with the “feelings” of a white racist cop than those of the victims of ongoing police violence, though I know it’s not quite that simple. However in this system the interests of the community and those of the police will always be opposed, especially at the institutional level, so “mutual understanding” can only go so far. Why shouldn’t this woman be fired?
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No, there’s also a pragmatic reason- to get the chief to know the territory. Seems like the chief is trying, but is too paramilitary for her own good. This may appeal to the mayor, but not to those being policed. They’re the ones who have to endure the paramilitary police and have no desire to have anything to do with cops.
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Also, I think that very few white people realize that they carry a huge back pack full of power and privilege that they received simply by being born white. It’s always been there for them and it’s always taken for granted because they’ve never known anything else and no one has called it to their attention. They don’t seem to be aware of what a lot of other people already know, at least POC. It is important for the chief to learn the territory because she wears the blinders of white power and privilege, she cannot see around these blinders until someone points them out to here and then she may never accept the reality of what is.
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I just don’t get it, a simple search on YouTube for police brutality paints a pretty good picture of policing in America. Pull over…. Lets violate all your rights… Everyone is a felony drug suspect till an Illegal search proves otherwise. ID from all the passengers, to hell with probable cause and the constitution…
No other nation in the history of civilization has locked up so many for so little.
Look at this one as an example: Woman driving with cardboard license plate arrested on felony charge http://kdvr.com/2016/03/03/woman-driving-with-cardboard-license-plate-arrested-on-felony-charge/
Felony charge, that is HEAVY stuff with lifelong consequences and for what ? Having bad judgement and dare I say “mental illness” for actually thinking that was going to work ? What a horrible “bad” person being poor and using an automobile without paying off the DMV and insurance mafia… Lets ruin her life, a felony, write that on every job application for the rest of your life. We are the system we got you now hurt hurt inflict pain !
What happened to those officers in New Orleans and Dallas was beyond horrible, the randomness, many do cut you a break when your not hurting anyone.
I am just not buying the media narrative: Some offers got shot by LOON wolves so now the whole crooked system is so wonderful, be thankful and grateful for it.
You mention the holocaust in this article, have you ever read “holocaust in slow motion” http://via.library.depaul.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1006&context=jsj Thats what mass incarceration is only using jails instead of death.
I don’t know what to write, it just sucks, every time the protests gain steam someone goes and shoots at cops and the system gets off the hook. If Dallas and New Orleans didn’t happen things might have changed this time.
It didn’t take long for online people to start saying Dallas shooting was a hoax and staged cause real or not it was the very best thing that could have happened to a system that refuses to change. The protestors went home the media was all about how great police are…
I think I sill have a politics hangover from watching the DNC last night, politics yuck. Fox and CNN , listen to some lies… Then commercials, “ask your doctor about Otezla” , buy insurance and call your friendly financial predators for a reverse mortgage … Shows back on, more “news”. Its so awful.
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Thank you for inviting me to co-facilitate this very special series.
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No other nation in the history of civilization has locked up so many for so little.
And no nation on Earth today locks up so many per capita period.
You continue to amaze me with your perception. For someone who identifies as “on the right” you see through the veneer more clearly than most liberals and “progressives.”
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I’m not condoning reckless or misdirected acts of violence. They are unfair, and they are not effective.
But also understand that our society is based on The Middle-Class Family, and that was designed to abuse and exploit children. And so since this is not understood, we have a huge underclass living on psychiatric medication, plus street drugs and alcohol.
And then we have pervasive racism. Our society is unfair, and things need to be changed. Reckless violence no, but radical social upheaval yes.
Nomadic
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