Is There Transformative Meaning in Madness?

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No-way-out by J

“Mental distress is a portal to self-actualisation, providing a gateway into inner-consciousness…[it] is only labelled as an ‘illness’ because of how we have been conditioned to understand it within western culture.”

The above words flowed through me from a liminal space beyond my logical mind during a meditation. Now, twelve years later, the same words were being spoken back to me by my research participants. They had all experienced something similar, but were diagnosed as ‘psychotic’.

Disillusioned after working in the mental health field for many years, I’d found allies within the Critical Psychiatry Network (CPN), focused on promoting the human rights of those diagnosed.

Compelled by my own experience of an altered state of consciousness, and knowing that I narrowly avoided a diagnosis of psychosis due to knowing ‘what not to say’, I wanted to explore further. I began a master’s degree in consciousness, spirituality and transpersonal psychology in 2021, in the hope that it would shed more light on such experiences.

Artwork by J

Transpersonal psychology examines experiences which include a sense of connection with an expansive, more meaningful reality. A key concept in transpersonal theory is ‘spiritual emergency’, defined as challenging spiritual experiences that can lead to personal growth. However, transpersonal psychology still differentiates between ‘progressive’ and ‘regressive’ psychoses, a concept called ‘differential diagnosis’.

I became frustrated with this concept, considering the growing evidence in psychiatry to normalise extreme state experiences that get pathologised as ‘psychosis’ as natural reactions to trauma. I wondered if psychiatry might benefit more from transpersonal theory if the concept of differential diagnosis was abandoned, as Paris Williams suggested.

I therefore decided to explore the gap in research between the fields of psychiatry and transpersonal psychology. As my starting point, I chose to focus on a differential diagnosis criterion which claimed that spiritual experiences promote personal growth over time, whereas ‘psychosis’ lacks the developmental potential for growth. This criterion was opposed by Brian Spittles, who proposed that ‘psychotic’ and spiritual experiences are indiscernible. My research question was:

How do some people find and harness transformative meaning in their experiences conceptualised as psychosis by clinical psychiatry?

Heuristic inquiry felt like the perfect method to use for my study as it has the potential to advance social justice and empower research participants, considered to be ‘co-researchers’ due to the collaborative process and collective wisdom generated.

Eight co-researchers (see Table 1 below) were selected via the Emerging Proud blog and social media. Participants were people who had been labelled with psychosis, but found alternative ways to understand their experiences.

Table 1
Table 1. Co-researcher demographics

During an online interview, co-researchers were asked questions about their experience, specifically factors which catalysed their extreme state, a description of their experience, what support they ideally needed at the time, any specific symbolism or meaning they had gleaned from the experience, and whether they felt their experience was purposeful/meaningful.

My co-researchers and I shared a similar experiential arc in our life journeys, depicted in figure 1, and through a passage of interwoven direct quotes here. The colours of quotes correspond to co-researchers, as named in Table 1.

Figure 1. Experiential trajectory of co-researcher journeys

Eight main themes were derived from analysing the data into categories of sub-themes, as highlighted in Figure 2 below.

Figure 2. Eight main themes and sub-themes

Overall, co-researchers found their experiences meaningful as they offered: “more of an understanding of what it is to be human”, showing that “reality is much bigger than our society thinks it is”. They acknowledged that so called “madness does not reside solely in an individual, but lives beyond and between people and is cultural”, which is “a hugely marginalised aspect of western culture”. They concluded that “the psychiatric system…is not fit for purpose…it’s one-dimensional”.

All co-researchers reported personal growth as a result of their experience. Factors which led to this included: (1) awakening to the fact that humans are more than physical beings and are deeply interconnected with each other and the world via what are known as exceptional human experiences, (2) the acknowledgement and integration of sub-personalities, and becoming self-led, (3) healing inter-relational attachments through peer support, and (4) connecting with a meaningful life purpose by offering support to others going through similar experiences. Subsequent meaning-making through embracing a positive interpretation of their experiences, consequently supported their transformation.

If, as Spittles proposed and my results indicate, experiences labelled as ‘psychosis’ and those deemed to be spiritual emergency are indiscernible, then it follows that factors impacting how an altered state of consciousnss is framed and supported, rather than the altered state itself, influence the outcome.

I urge that it is now an ethical imperative for transpersonal psychology to abandon differential diagnosis.

Transpersonal psychology could hold the key for ushering in a new paradigm for psychiatry based on its more expansive worldview. However, upholding differential diagnosis as valid is counterproductive to such a paradigm shift. If transpersonal psychology does not acknowledge the need to be trauma-informed and decolonised, it perpetuates the existing stigma and creates further marginalisation.

Māori psychiatrist Diana Kopua asked how we indigenise our spaces to ensure that transcultural knowledge systems are valued and utilised: this is perhaps the most pertinent question of our time.

Could the wisdom harnessed from extreme state experiences support a positive transformation for psychiatry? My co-researchers thought so. Tam said:

“There are so many of us that are bridges between these worlds and there’s so much that you could learn and you’re just turning your back on this incredible treasure trove of meaning and awareness.”

Footnote

This research was completed with the Alef Trust in 2024.

The ‘Emerging Proud’ campaign promotes crisis as a potential catalyst for transformation if correctly supported. Our ethos is based on the transpersonal and transcultural perspective of extreme states being part of a natural healing process rather than a pathology.

Emerging Proud is having a revival—we have formed a CIC: The ELEPHANT collective.

We call ourselves The ELEPHANT Collective because we draw inspiration from the Indian parable of the blind men and the elephant. Each person, touching a different part of the elephant, describes only what they perceive—a trunk, a tusk, a tail—each believing they understand the whole. Only through sharing perspectives and collaborating do they begin to grasp the full picture. Today, with the richness of diverse cultures, ideas, and beliefs available to us, we believe we can finally start to see beyond our limited perspectives and understand more about the Universe in which we exist.

We are in the process of creating a community platform: Our ELEPHANT, for people to gather, discuss these issues and to galvanise and ground ideas into action. We aim to extend the Overton Window in terms of acceptable public discourse around ‘non-ordinary’ states of consciousness through a new documentary.

A free online discovery call for this is happening on 14th Dec at 7pm UK time. Reserve your place here: https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/the-elephant-collective-discovery-call-tickets-1083122050209?utm-campaign=social&utm-content=attendeeshare&utm-medium=discovery&utm-term=listing&utm-source=cp&aff=ebdsshcopyurl

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Katie Mottram
Katie has over 25 years of experience in mental health. A founding director of ISEN and creator of Emerging Proud, she advocates for reframing crises as transformative. In April 2024, she joined the Soteria Network board and is currently an Associate Consultant for Imroc and a faculty member of AWE’s Ecstatic Mysticism course. Katie's new venture: The ELEPHANT Collective CIC, incorporated in October 2024, will offer a community discussion platform and documentary exploring universal questions by delving into ‘Non-Ordinary Transformative Experiences’ (NOTEs), uncovering insights that could reshape our understanding of human potential and our place in the universe.

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  1. “Is There Transformative Meaning in Madness?” Well, if you’re someone like me, who was neurotoxic (anticholinergic toxidrome) poisoned, for questioning what the meaning of a dream about being moved by the Holy Spirit means, I will say yes.

    But it’s pretty much the antithesis of what the Holy Spirit blaspheming, all dreams are “psychosis” believing, DSM deluded, psychologists and psychiatrists believe. Their psychiatric neurotoxins weaken a person, so that satanic souls / people can create “psychosis,” via the anticholinergic toxidrome poisonings.

    But when one is weaned off the psychiatric neurotoxins, one will often suffer from a “drug withdrawal induced super sensitivity manic psychosis.” However, this type of “psychosis,” at least in my case, functioned as an awakening to my dreams, and an equating of my subconscious self with my waking hour self – and that can be quite enlightening, thus good.

    By the way, my dream that was misdiagnosed as “psychosis,” merely means I’m a moved by the Holy Spirit person, according to ethical pastors of a different religion.

    But the answer to your question, I believe, is yes … but just not how the DSM deluded psychologists and psychiatrists believe. Being put on the psych drugs can make one ungodly sick, but being slowly weaned off them can help one awaken to the story of their dreams.

    Albeit, I’m still trying to be patient (but not a psych patient, for over 15 years). And I am still hoping God will let us go from the living nightmare – that is profitable for big Pharma and the psych “professions” – and we may all return to living the American dream … in a mutually respectful world.

    God forewarned us about the evils of “Pharmakia” in the Holy Bible … please wake up Phamakia forcing, “scientifically invalid,” ungodly disrespectful, non-free market believing, force drugging, Holy Spirit blaspheming, systemic child abuse, rape, and easily recognized malpractice covering up, DSM deluded psych “professions.”

    https://www.indybay.org/newsitems/2019/01/23/18820633.php?fbclid=IwAR2-cgZPcEvbz7yFqMuUwneIuaqGleGiOzackY4N2sPeVXolwmEga5iKxdo
    https://www.madinamerica.com/2016/04/heal-for-life/

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  2. Interesting work, Katie Mottram. I have been evolving an essay that studies these phenomena and their outcome since my late husband died (this was his life’s work). The psychosis/spiritual connection has been a conundrum to the psychiatric world since its inception. Of course, it is necessary to understand that recreational drug use may cause psychosis and have no real meaning as a “spiritual” event; in fact, quite the opposite as we see in psychotic patients who may be aggressive and dangerous. I have signed up for the December event.

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    • It is indeed a conundrum, Lynne, and yes, transliminal states can be catalysed through many different means – I do believe people enter the same ‘realm’ of consciousness, which can be very dark for sure. I think the word ‘spiritual’ can be so misleading, and is in no way all ‘love and light’, so I really understand your point. Thank you for commenting, and for continuing your husband’s plight. I look forward to seeing you on the 14th Dec. Warm regards, Katie

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  3. Perhaps the words of the “Kybalion” are correct and not just esoteric nonsense, as many people believe: “As above so below”.
    What we experience in the material world, we also experience in the spiritual world. The material world is full of love, friendship etc., but also full of hate, greed and violence. The same applies to the spiritual world. Why should the spiritual world function in a different way?
    It becomes difficult when the material and spiritual worlds do not coincide. This often results in people being overwhelmed by what they perceive. This is the reason why traumas often initiate this negative perception and why we urgently need to recognize them as the “lower” equivalent of the so-called “upper psychoses”. I believe nothing else happens here but the transformation of lower vibrations into higher ones.
    It is man-made that the spiritual world is always good because we have connected it with loving, kind people and left the rest to psychiatry, instead of recognizing that “spiritus” is neutral to begin with and then branches out in all directions as in this world.

    Thank you so much for your work!

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    • Thank you for your comment, I agree – there is no separation between the physical world and the ‘spiritual’ – real spirituality is grounded and embodied, to see it otherwise keeps us in a state of bypass and dissociation, which is why not acknowledging it was inherently interwoven with human experience is perpetuating the issues.

      I appreciate you taking the time to read / comment.
      Warm wishes,
      Katie

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  4. Jungian Depth psychology and archetypal psychology as well as ecopsychology have much to offer in this space. Spiritually ascendent and transpersonal approaches to understanding alternate states of consciousness needs to be balanced with experiencing psyche, soul and the unconscious. Spiritual bypassing often undermines the healing power of crises and the real aim should be Jung’s practice of individuation which goes well beyond Maslow’s concept of ‘self-actualization’. Also, Nature and ‘the more than human world’ was foundational to Jung and other depth and archetypal psychologists such as James Hillman. Our psyche and unconscious is eco-centric and immersed in and profoundly shaped by the Natural world whereas our mental health paradigm, even when viewed through a transpersonal lens is for most people an egocentric endeavor. Humans can never be truly healthy or whole without embracing the entirety of our psyche, including our shadow and our inner animal nature, as well as Nature her self.

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    • Thanks for sharing your wise insights, Jeff. My dissertation did include Jung’s work around the importance of individuation and shadow processes, in fact, one of my main arguments for the need to abandon ‘differential diagnosis’ is because upholding the belief that some people are having what are perceived to be ‘more spiritual’ or ‘positive’ experiences can ironically lead to spiritual bypassing and the avoidance of necessary trauma-healing. You raise some really important points, thank you.

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  5. I’m a psychiatric RN who has had many spiritual experiences. I’m very lucky to not be labeled with diagnoses myself that would get me forcibly medicated. I hear voices, receive visions, and experience thought insertion, many of which later turned out to be premonitions.

    At work, I see many patients who are experiencing spiritual crises but are unable to get the support they need. Instead, they end up in a psych hospital, where all voices and visions are psychosis and medically shut down.

    It creates a deep sense of moral distress for me, but I don’t want to leave the field because I want patients to know that someone doesn’t see them as “crazy” and I try, in my small, ineffective way to show them that there is an alternative. As a nurse, my scope of practice limits me in the US, so I have to be careful to not say too much that contradicts the western system that employs me. But, I make sure in my assessment to ask if the voices they hear say positive things and tell them that if they are positive, it might not necessarily be a “bad” thing.

    I only wish that I could be more upfront and supportive of patients’ experiences. I wish I could validate their experiences and help them turn into them, rather than run from them and ask for more antipsychotics to shut them down.

    With your work, maybe the world can change and I can speak more freely with patients to give them the support they truly need.

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    • Thank you so much for your comment, I’m so sorry you’re experiencing moral injury, I really understand how painful it is to straddle the divide of 2 paradigms. Thank you for staying put – that takes real strength – because I’m sure you are such a source of wisdom and support for your patients. I really hope things shift soon, I feel they are starting to more and more…. We hope that Our ELEPHANT community will provide a space to share and discuss our experiences, including moral injury with others in a safe arena, so I hope you are able to join the call on the 14th.
      Warmly,
      Katie

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