I hear your pain CryAngerNow. There are definitely some discussion forums here and on Facebook where you at least can communicate in solidarity with others who know your struggle all too well. It is difficult to find a safe space where your anger can be tolerated, and even more difficult within mental health services. You are more likely to find such tolerance with a psychodynamically inclined clinician, but it sounds like perhaps what you need is anything BUT another clinician. Another option, too, is EMDR, since there is less talking or relying on the person but rather a technique that many find helpful. My suggestion, though, would be to find comrades either in person or online that share your pain. There is much healing in shared experiences and comradery. Perhaps not the most helpful response, but, then, that’s the problem isn’t it? There are so few answers.