Thank you for reading Dan, I am so very sorry to hear that things are so tough for you at present. From my perspective you have managed to achieve so much in coming off the drugs after so long. People who haven’t been through it struggle to grasp how fundamentally the drugs inhabit your life and how much change needs to happen to come off them. I think you have done incredibly well. I have heard of people who were decades using the drugs and who had awful times coming off or in the period afterwards, but there are many incredible success stories out there and I believe that the brain and nervous system are capable of healing, but it can take a frustratingly long time. My best wishes to you and I look forward to reading your success story one day, when you are ready to write it.